Hey readers finally some photos up. Been really lazy to post and etc. Okay. Do you remember when you wished for something and regretted it? Well, I have. Received an sms this morning and etc. So I am here blogging now. Well, remember the times we thought our lives were perfect, and then, BAM! something falls in. Well, my life now is currently rather screwed up.
This is how I look like every morning, ya weird i know.
Okay. So the evening of 31st October. Well, I THOUGHT mummy had forgotten about it, after all, why would she wanna remember his birthday? Well, she did. I feel so bad not remembering his birthday and having Facebook to remind me but my own mother can still remember it. Aish. #FML.
So while watching Indiana Jones, I had to, well actually I was forced to, get my phone and text him happy birthday, see the look on my face i was really reluctant, after all I didn't want anything to w/ him after the recent visit argh fml. Mummy said if never sms cannot watch tv. Psh. So anyway, got one word reply : Thanks. WOW. -.- I can feel the sincerity. =.=
So anyway, after texting, i had this real bad gut feeling. Idk why, well, actually previously he had sent me an sms alrd. But i refused to read it so when I saw his name i threw my phone around the house. And yes my phone is kinda lagging now. Stupid i know but tell me, how you'd react if you were in my shoes, he is about to force you to go abroad and you don't want to?
Every night, I pray all this was a lie and something that actually never happened. But who am I kidding right? Whats done will never be undone, that slut/whore/bitch/familybreaker woman will never be gone. (I am being nice to call her a woman.)
Year after year, I've been avoiding. But seems I can't. When I go to Malaysia, only Jiajia and Tiantian are there for me. NOBODY ELSE, not even him, talks to me. Of course, everyone only cares about the 3 'angels' or whatever la. Honestly you ask me, I don't care about them. Firstly, everyone's giving them attention cuz they're young and whatever la. Aiya, in that woman's eyes I'm the family breaker can. Just cuz i'm not even related to that fucker woman doesn't mean anything pls.
And please, you can't see all of them hates me so much? Just cuz I'm always alone whenever I'm there and playing with my phone being antisocial and all. Argh wtv man, I hate them. Even if they see this, I dun mind alr. I've been keeping everything in for the longest time. And they know about my disgust towards to them. The last time at Bugis (If most of you read my tweets) You'd know that I was really upset. Firstly, they were screaming their lungs out and loads of people were staring at them. Secondly, they were going 'jie jie' and then i ignored them, and it became as if I was the irresponsible sister and all, please. -.-
If it wasn't worse enough, that woman and her mother started throwing a tantrum just cuz they couldn't go to the beach or shop or stuff like that. They were sulking and worst part, left the food on the table and expected the kids to eat on their own. Of course they couldn't. Guess who became nanny again. -.-
I wonder if all of this is just karma at work or anything lah i can't be bothered anymore. Don't bother asking me anything about them alr, Not like i know much. Ya la continue judging on what kind of elder sister am I and blah blah blah. I'm a horrible one okay. I'm irresponsible towards them please.
Think you know everything? This is the tip of the ice berg only. Shall talk about it the next time I get some proper photos and i'm in a better mood. Some overdue photos from the events in my previous post.
SJAB Walkathon 2011, This is my ______ ______, Wan Ching ^^~
Sunburned badly, this was taken when we were sitting side by side, tweeting.
Aunty Kokilah's bday celebration :)
Baked Spaghetti with Meatballs at Swensens.
I forgot whats this called. But its nice.
And childhood photos I found at my mom's office last sunday :)
Someone tell me what kind of cameras are these!
And my old favourite bicycle, until I realized who gave it to me, I told my mom to throw it away.
And camwhores. Beginning of holidays only.
I think by the end of the hols I'll have a shitload of camwhores. Okay till then xx.
