My mood is damn shitty now. I tell you, i've never been this pissed before.
First ; Results.
In school, we got our final year overall grade. Initially, I THOUGHT I did well. Turns out i did quite badly among other people. Well, in class, I wasn't so overwhelmed with my results, at least I SEEMED like. And then my mood was totally gone. I asked others, alot of them got what, 3 As?! I got like 2. Pathetic can. And to make it worse, I got Bs for the papers that were SIMPLE. And As for the hard papers. Crazy I know. I hate all the shit thats happening to me. I study so hard in the end? DROP. MYEs, I was playing everyday and I did kinda okay. NOW?! My results are just S H I T T Y.
Secondly ; Feelings.
I'm still unsure of anything tts happened recently. Why things are like that, why he HAS to come back/ask me to go. I'm being forced to go to places I don't want to, claiming its an eye-opener. Yea right. And I'm like super jealous (yes still) of... Argh whatever, i dont want to say it here. Ask me personally.
Thirdly ; Replies.
Yes, because of my title, most of you should know that I AM RATHER PISSED NOW. Partly because, I mention/comment/text someone, that person replies others but JUST DOESN'T WANNA REPLY ME. Like wtf? I didn't even offend you or anything right? -.- And whats worse, I'm OBVIOUSLY stating its you, you can ask me who. -.- My phone is in a corner, ringing like crazy. But now, I'm ignoring every text/tweet or whatever till my mood gets better. Super pissed now. -.- And whats worse, MTP's coming up. Like wtf, why am I still in this school? -.- I know this post's full of '-.-'s but YOU'VE GOTTA UNDERSTAND, I'M SRSLY PISSED.
I'm still controlling myself by not swearing/scolding vulgarities here. Otherwise yeah.
Anyways, behind every dark cloud a rainbow is hidden right? Some other stuffs to look forward to :
1) Tomorrow, I'm going out with Cass to Bugis for lunch together and shop for black clothes ~.~ nd then we cn have a nice chat and all that.
2) Sunday, CCA. I know you all think i'm crazy, but its a walkathon, and after that I have squad outing.
3) I PASSED VIOLIN. And i'm gonna skip Grade 5 and straightaway go Grade 6. But i've gotta pass theory. L-O-L M U C H.
okay i'm not gonna reply anything unless its absolutely urgent. until my mood improves. Bye.