I didn't believe A N Y T H I N G people told me. Fake people everywhere. Sometimes I think I unknowingly become one too. Oops.
Losing track of time as it slips through my fingers. Exams are over. Oh whatever.
I hate how kindness, friendship and (sometimes) love gets taken for granted. We always think that people will be with us till time ends. Unfortunately, this don't work for everyone. This year's gonna be gone in a blink of an eye. Srsly, I regret swearing to be the most hated girl in CCHMS in the beginning of the year, I was really really pissed with being put into this school. I hated this school so much. I was separated from all my friends. When I finally made a friend on the first day of school, she was transferred to another class. Then, I made other friends too. But apparently, unexpected things do happen so often. Indecisive of everything. I always thought I had someone to share my heart out, do projects together, walk and talk, camwhore etc. Now, I don't think I can even trust anyone to pour my heart out. Why? I share something, people overhear and spread. And in this school, I swear, news spreads really fast. Sometimes that annoys me like srsly. You get into an r/s, less than a week later, Like half the cohort finds out. Then, you get called names like 'Despo', 'slut', 'whore' etc. Some people dont know the extent of their words and sometimes it really really hurts. As if, you can't have any guy friends.
Basically, this week was... kinda okay i guess? I can't exactly remember what happened though. It seems as if I went for a movie three weeks ago and I can't remember anything. Okay wtv. I guess I need more sleep alr.
Ytd, I went Briana's house (yes again) and yes really really fun. Audrey, Bryan and Nigel were there too. Played clubpenguin (-___-) But it was fun. okay anw talked about sec school life and alot of random crappings But those convos were the best. Today, results back. Never got these shitty kind of marks before.
English, I failed compre. Er well I guess almost everyone did. I got 19/50 ; 18.5 and 18 for Compos.
Chinese, I failed Main paper ; 57/120. Thank goodness i passed compo. 48.5/90. LC too. 7/10. But I think I probably need to drop to normal chinese.
Chem, 22/25 for MCQ and 32/55 for O.E. Well O.E Was kinda expected, didnt study much. Kinda disappointed though. ):
Bio, Flunked like shit. 28/50. Ok wtv talking 'bout this will piss me off -_-
Geog. Wts damn hate it sia. Study until so hard and get what?? 38. -.- K la fine next time idw study this shit alr. Study until lidat get this kind of results. F I N E.
Art ; got 67. Ok la pass. Music 17/25 I'm gonna get killed if my mother knows bout this.
Wtvvvv.
Never say anything on impulse, lest you regret it later.
Okay training today was like super (Y) can. Became IC. Wts super stress so during parade deliberately spoke really fast. I think she can't hear what I said so she was like... okay then she ask me re-report after FP in the classroom. Running arnd, marching arnd, doing drills tgt. Thats what's standard 'bout every UG right? Some will be stricter but overall ITS THE SAME DUDE. And this year really our squad's much closer with everyone. Like doing punishments tgt. Remember the first day, I didn't even know you guys' names. Now? We're all closer.
And i lost my voice le. ;_; ): Okay but I really really really enjoy CCA now. Initially I thought I'd hate CCA but now I don't. Yes surprising. But I don't bother ponning alr la, like its not helping yourself. You'd rather pon to go out or go cca? I'd rather go CCA now. Cuz even though people keep saying ponning is fun, but i don't get the point. Ain't you just throwing away CCA points? And you probably wont be able to keep up with the drills, First Aid or any events. So far I only missed once. Sprained ankle. CCA's really really fun now. We've basically gotten hold of almost the basics I guess. But now need to perfect out stuff.
Received uniform today, (Y). And yeah talked about how this year went. Surprisingly, training today was kinda strict, yet not that strict I guess? But it felt great yelling again. LOL my hearing is failing on me. Sergeant asked "Do you guys think you've grown closer as a squad?" And I thought he asked me if I was growing taller. Wts I need go dig my ears alr la. Zzz Okay then FP, went to the shop bought junkfood, mrt-ed home with my really bad voice i was shouting cuz i couldn't even hear myself. Okay.
Anw, Shoot in my formspring! Received some dumb questions recently, asking me about my family state and making fun of it. Like srsly, want ask, ask f2f right. -.- Like argh whatever la. And follow me on Twitter too, @chlo_eeeee ! Okay hehe byebye (: