Hello guys sorry I didn't update ytd cuz I was DEAD BEAT after all that shopping :X Well, after church, mummy and i went to shop at scotts, ion, 313 etc. got a new pair of shoes. school shoes.

Today went Kallang leisure park with Nigel and Bryan. Pastamania for lunch. Super good. But i'm hungry again :X

okay anyway. i'm having all sorts of random thoughts now, about school, life etc. I remembered how when in primary school and my only problem was dealing with Cleo, I asked people for advice, and their advice was, "Don't be friends with her, she's not worth your time. You're much better off alone."

then i remembered why so many people hated me at that time, it was cuz i was friends with her. Yes i didn pick up some of her attitude which somewhat makes me who am I today. and shortly after i wasn't friends with her, much more people didn't dislike me. and yes i had a clique after that i spent my best 2 years of my life going absolutely crazy with them.

okay. back to reality when i fall smack into secondary school.

on the first day of this school term, i already made a few friends. but i was so determined to make everyone hate me that i actually swore on that. i was determined to make cchms kick me out cuz i hated that place so much. and yes i actually got my wish. i wish i could go back to the time i could have heart to heart convos with them, and say everything without getting judged/laughed at. i know i've ranted this so many times. but now they're wishing for me to be dead, isn't it?

and anyway, since my results suck so badly i'd rather be better off retaining right? and i really wish i wanna transfer, but i just can't forget some memories thats happened this year, good and bad. i wish i'd go back to the time before all this happened. screw secondary school, i want my primary school life back.

say what you want. k whatever.

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