"Sometimes, I wish I could freeze the picture."

"13th October, we all miss you. Its gonna be a year soon. I wish I had cherished you more when you were still here. Lost memories would never come back again. I really really miss you. 2010 CNY, I would never forget it. That was when I last saw you. I knew, no matter how busy I was from PSLE, I still could make time to visit you. But I didn't. Thats my biggest regret."


Almost given up on myself. First 3 words I find describes myself. Fat, Whore, Sad. How nice.

8:03 am ; I'm barely surviving.

Yesterday, after SPA, I went to find Nigel, and we went to find Briana, Isabel and Bryan to lunch. After that, we went to walk around a little while, then went to Briana's to play computer. Watched some gross stuff like epic meal time and all that. Came home, got my Bio results, ruined my whole day. Great. =.=

After this, I'm gonna prepare for freaking drama which is a waste of my time. I don't see the point of going since my mother isn't interested. Its just a waste of time.

8:10 am ; You're gone, forever.

You took your jar of hearts and gave a heart to each of the people there. It was a form of remembrance.

"One dies, millions cry. Millions die, no one cries."


8:12 am ; I wish you would be here with me again."


I never anticipated that goodbye would be the last one. When you laid there, I knew, nothing would change it.

8:18 am ; Still missing you,


October 13th, 2011.