The title is like OMFG SO SUNNY AND HAPPY but this post is so not happy.

I am confused, sad, unhappy and feel like dying. My world's been turned upside down.

Its the third post today and normally I don't blog this much in a day. The last time I did this was when I was emo and almost died.

Its Eleventh July. I always thought it was Seventh November. But turns out its July. I think this is the seventh year. How long more before they tell them the truth? The firstborn always has a special space in their heart but I don't think so. They're bound to find out sooner or later and its just a matter of time. I feel like jumping into the lake and just die there. I don't understand anything. I really don't. You're just making everyone upset with your stupid decisions. Really.

Thanks. Thanks for all the hurt you've caused me.